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What You See is What You Get Age: 17+ Gender: Male Passion is Everything Designer Writer Artist Chorister Guitarist Catholic WISHLIST Guitar Capo Art Books MAR 12-15 Ultimate Avengers Movie 1 Ultimate Avengers Movie 2 Mouse Pad Marvel's Secret Invasion Marvel's Civil War Links Buy My Book! Brian Selene Jason Bryan Isabel Kenneth Ryan BLUBARI! Brighten My Day Project List Hyperblood: Olympian's Path (comic/on hold) Obelisk: the Risen (story/on hold) Anomaly (3D Game) Wormwood (script) Spellforce (story) Chorus of Silence 2: Elixir Sonata (RPG) |
Friday, November 27, 2009 Faith requires no explanation, no reasoning and no evidence. "Adele is acting? As what, a tree?" - Nigel Through the Flames A fire is burning and cannot be stopped It burns at the faithful, at what's left with their lot The arsons are saints or so they proclaim They curse and swear upon unholy names The bystanders watch; they speak not a word So what if they did? They would not be heard A dark deal has been made: their soul for life's pleasures But those who stand vigilant will be blessed beyond measure All that remains now are the sneers of the wicked But that quick trip to hell is but a one-way ticket The sky is ablaze with blood and with sin The innocent scream, their words lost in the wind Yet amidst the chaos, still hope remains A promise of life will emerge from the flames *** *** *** Damn angry at the Sunday Times. Heavily edited my work. Not say edit until very nice either. They just made it Singaporean-ish. Dicks. Zi Zhao and Nigel came over today. Nigel's damn tall now. Haha. Had a great time doing retarded and nostalgic stuff, like playing Yugioh. Been a long time. Went over to the 24-hour coffee shop for dinner. Nigel liked the steak. Zi Zhao was telling us some disgusting stories regarding cooking and chopped fingers. Wednesday was Louise's concert. Went alone. Time seemed to pass quite quickly. Anyway, my virgin band concert experience. Not bad. They played that Japanese song Adele's batch used to sing. Ahh! So nice so nice. Hee. And so many white skirts oh stage xPP (Fetish fetish). The day before, we went to watch Brian's concert. Not worth 15 bucks. But its for charity, so I guess its fine. St. Gab's was damn disappointing. And I realised something: I hate gimmicks. Lol. Crunch time is coming again. And Chorus of Silence is at 96%! Can begin testing soon. =) Ciao. Monday, November 16, 2009 How can art be perfect, when it is but an imitation of imperfect life? "I have machineguns...in my butt?!" - Astro, Astro Boy (Movie) Short post before I head to bed. Hmm. I realised today that I've been going to school at the wrong time for the past two Mondays. Class started at 9, but I thought it started at 10. Naturally, I was late. And I wouldn't have realised until Jason told me 'Whoa Daryl you're so late.' Zzz. Haha. Hmm. Well, been thinking a lot about lots of stuff. Mind's constantly working. They say it's a good thing. Sometimes I beg to differ. Anyways, been thinking about portfolio and ITP. Still wondering whether to change the template and stuff. Sighs. I feel like I'm at this dead end. I don't regret this course--I never will. But I feel rather inadequate, like I'll never be good enough for this industry. I look at the work that's out there and I think "Shit, that's amazing. I'm nowhere near that." And people tell me I'm still a student and stuff, but the thing is, I'm not gonna be a student forever. When can I be good enough? Can't even catch up with Melcolm now. Rah. Working on COS2. Rushing like some mad dog. Lol. Still looking for playtesters. Actually wanted to get Selene and Bryan again. But they'll be having exams and stuff. Hmm. Should probably get new people who are less exposed to games. Lol. Dunno. Went to sing for wedding mass yesterday. Kena scolded for being late x( Quite sad la, especially since the person chiding you is someone you hold in high regard. Lol. But the wedding was quite fun. I really like the feeling of everyone just impromptu-ing parts and stuff, especially for powerful songs like Power of Your Love. The feeliing is awesome. I guess that's why I like wedding masses. Aside from the ang paos la =P So tired. So ready, but slowly losing my energy. 'Hmm'. I realised I use this word very often. Not even a word. A sound used to denote thought, or reflection, or a pensive state. Lol. I'm going mad. Hah. Help me be better. Sunday, November 08, 2009 If men were created strong, then God would have been pretty foolish. "Oh bodyguard, my body is in your guarding hands!" - Spongebob, Spongebob Squarepants My dear, astor. How quickly time fades. Soon this year will end, and along with it, so will this chapter. My dear, how far you've come; through the test of time you've stood. I've watched you grow, as an observer would watch behind tinted glass. Time and again would he try to tap the glass, to stop or to warn, to hinder or to encourage--but his efforts are often left unnoticed. But still I have watched, still I am proud. So much lies ahead of you, astor, and the thought of not being there rents my spirit apart, renders my being numb. Dare we part, my dear, for we're not halves, but two wholes. And perhaps not as whole as we would prefer. I will fade, as flowers wilt, as time should pass, but you will live on. Your life will blossom while mine dies, unheard, unseen, unnoticed. Take heed, astor, for soon you shall begin a new life, and we will not be there. Should you miss me, know that I miss you too, so dearly. Should you forget me, know that my heart breaks, but only in good faith, move along and never turn back. And lastly, astor, close your eyes should you ever seek me. For I am waiting in darkness, while you bathe in light. Goodnight. Tuesday, November 03, 2009 With recovery comes strength and greater immunity. "I rrr know..." - Ris Low Sick sick sick. No, no. I'm really sick. Lol. My head's been throbbing since Sunday. And my throat's still on the verge of recovering. Such rotten timing! Anyways, had a great time on Sunday. Spent the afternoon with SJB, Nicol, Isabel, Louise, Eunice, Anthia, Ignatius and Brian at Pizza Hut. Ate, chitchatted. The usual stuff. I realised I didn't really eat much cuz I thought Brian and Louise would order another set. But I was wrong. Haha. Thanks, STAC, for an enjoyable meal. Oh, and hope Isabel enjoyed it too! =) After lunch, went home. Almost fell asleep waiting for Zi Zhao to come over. But he finally did. He made me watch some really *(!*@)!*) videos. Tsk tsk Zi Zhao. Come and pollute my mind only. Hahaha. Actually nothing much la, since I only watched the Kumar vid mostly. Yeah, spent most of the day showing each other funny vids on Youtube and Facebook. So retarded, just like old times. Haha. He finally left at about 6, I think. That was when my throat started phailing. Zzzz. Monday I woke up and decided I didn't have the energy to get to school. So I ponned. Apparently I didn't miss much. Hmm. Half an hour more. Will you grant my wish? Monday, October 26, 2009 Freedom of speech does not apply to those who preach Good. "Miss every shot! Miss every shot!" - Global Agenda Ultimate Fan-made Trailer Quite angry yesterday. I'm not some bloody dog. But got over it a while later. Lol. Saw two ex-students on the train just now. Second time I've seen them. First time was in Kovan. Exact same two students. One girl, I can't remember her name. But I remember she's the condom girl. Lol. The loud and annoying one. The other one is her much more docile sidekick. They didn't recognise me, I think. Or they didn't want to. So we just didn't acknowledge each other. Hah. Quite dumb. Didn't do much work today. Sucks to be addicted to a game. Especially a hardcore casual one like Clockwords zzz. It's pretty awesome though. Great concept. My brain hurts so badly now. Level 21! Whoo. What should I do? Minds Cafe? Suddenly thought of something damn simple. Like just go to Hougang Plaza and eat Jap food. Haha. Sounds quite lame though. Thought of Vivo also. Watch movie, find somewhere to eat. Go upstairs walk on/in water. Haha. Retarded. My mouth is hurting. Think it's swelling. Jiat lat. How how how??? Lol. *Before this night ends...there's still hope.* Thursday, October 22, 2009 Do we ever do anything for nothing? "A choir of sixty orphans, with their parents in the front row!" - Izzy, PCK SDN BHD It feels like something's missing. Maybe I'm missing. Maybe I miss. Torque is pretty cool. Demo version quite sucky though. Grah. Stupid school with their lack of resources. Tired... *Tired of saying what I don't deserve. When will speaking cease, and action commence?* Sunday, October 18, 2009 The servant is twice as strong as his master, for he bears not just his own burdens, but those of his master as well. "Where did you make your cab art? In the cab art class?" - Justin, Wizards of Waverly Place Aww, holidays are over. Did I do anything productive? Not really. Did I get a job? Nooo. I'm gonna fail my 3D Modeling assignment. Sucks. COS is about 50% done only. I have big plans for it. But I've been stalling quite a bit. I've learned something. Once the hype is gone, the motivation level goes down with it. Haha. Need to start spreading the word I guess. Spent dinner yesterday at Sheraton Hotel for Chris' birthday party. So cool. Once in a lifetime chance to feel rich and eat all-you-can-eat super bloody steak. The place was damn posh. It just feels so different. Makes Jacks' Place look like a kopitiam. Who knows? Maybe if I make it big in the gaming industry, I can have my wedding reception there? x) On Thursday, watched Surrogates. Not a bad film. Sent my review to Sunday Times. Hopefully they accept it. I'm just at the point in my young life again, where I'm craving recognition for my underdeveloped talents. o.o A new start. And tomorrow it's back to school, back to the life I've chosen. Back to the path I've decided never to turn away from. Back to the only education that has ever made sense to me. Today. Today. Thank you. Don't you be in such a hurry 'Cause it only leads to worry There's a time to work But there's a time to pray Try to find a quiet place To hear His voice and seek His face Can you hear the Spirit calling, "Come away"? Come away, come away Come and spend some time with me Come away Let your heart and mind be stilled Let your empty cup be filled Come and spend some time with me Come away Are you sinking in your sorrow? Are you worried 'bout tomorrow? Are the pressures of this life Too hard to bear? If you cast your cares on Him He'll give you perfect peace within Can you hear the Spirit calling "Come away"? Come away, come away Come and spend some time with me Come away Come and spend some time with me And my love will set you free Come and spend some time with me Come away Come Away - Various Artists |
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