Hmm. Okay, so the past few days, something bad happened. I slipped up yet again, and now what seemed like a much-needed change has turned out to be just another short-lived break. I need prayers, and a lot of strength.

I was thinking yesterday night. It's seriously so easy to say 'No' to the devil. But it's even easier to say 'Yes', and that scares me.

Now I just feel buried under iniquity. I don't know if I should continue doing what I've been doing, when this weight is once again dragging me down. Logically, stopping now would just be selfish. Would Mother Teresa have stopped feeding the poor just because her hands were dirty and there wasn't any clean water nearby? Honestly, I don't know.

On a happier note, once in a while, something happens in your life which just seems to fit perfectly in that space you can't seem to fill. I think that's what Priscillia, Vanessa, Sean and Samuel represent to STAC right now. In the short span of time they've been around, they've contributed so much of themselves to this group. Priscillia and Samuel especially. I see two future leaders...well, I hope. Leave it all to God =)

Before I leave for Tekong, I wanna do something. Currently I'm thinking it should be a surprise, but I'm not entirely sure. Probably should ask the others for their opinions first.

So much I wanna do, but gotta be careful... Don't wanna slip between the cracks of doing these things for myself and doing these things for the choir. Sighs.