This thought struck me. It's not that I've never noticed. Maybe I have, and just pushed it aside. I have a Blogger account, a Wordpress account, a Tumblr account and a Facebook page for my Tumblr. I think this translates to a severe craving for attention. To be read, to be seen, to be heard.

Why do we do the things we do? Success has always been, to me, about getting noticed. Has always been about people talking about the things you've done. Not talking about you; that's just gossip. But about your products, about your efforts, and about the legacies you leave behind.

Early bookout this week due to POP. Left Tekong late at night on Thurs, going back in on Sunday evening. Not bad. Much-needed break. Wanted to sleep in today, but my body clock's been messed up by NS. Woke up at 7.30am even after sleeping at midnight. Lay in bed feeling lazy for about an hour before getting up to exercise.

Run felt good. Ran three rounds around a few blocks without stopping, which is a new accomplishment for me. Cadence, morning and diagnostic runs have been extremely helpful. Found myself echoing the counts in my head while doing the warm-ups and cooldowns. Kinda funny. Did some push-ups as well. By right I should be on Day 1 today, which means no strenuous activity. But...screw it. Hahaha. Gonna do more exercises tomorrow. Focus on IPPT, especially sit-ups. Dunno why I can no longer do them. It's so frustrating and annoying.

Sunday's gonna be rather empty. Beatrice and Bryan won't be around. Selene might be absent too. Priscillia's leaving on the 11th. Sian. It's kinda like booking out and returning to a half-empty home :/

Now, now. Life doesn't revolve around you, Daryl.