So many new things. Things keep changing, especially technology. Esepcially people.

Jason's overseas now. Marilyn's leaving in September. People keep coming and going, like it doesn't matter. Like that's how it's supposed to be. A simple transaction, nothing more.

I feel incomplete today. Unfulfilled, a little broken. Perhaps it's the lack of sleep, or book-in blues. I don't know. I'm tired and drained. Keep staring at the time wondering what I could be doing to make full use of it. But it all seems so pointless.

The people I love are gone or disappearing or becoming strangers to me. Is this part of my journey?

I know this: I don't derserve to be unhappy...